it's so hard to find temporary or part time admin jobs!
been sending out resumes days after days.
no replies so far. so sad!
'desperately' need a job asap else i will be soon broke!
apart from all this job seeking / hunting, i sometimes wonder why would people change so much.
do people change for the sake of changing to adhere to the environment needs or they are own themselves and have hid their true colours back in the old days.
i also want to change, but can i?
i want to change my set of clothes in my wardrobe.
been wanting to change my style of dressing since god knows when but still to no avail.
it sucks whenever i think about it. sigh.
it is not easy, definitely.
i want to change to a better xueli. yes yes, i dont want to make him angry / pissed / upset by the things that i have done.
i know i have been a BAD girl in club.
my sincere apologies.
oh, is the 2-years a gantry or stop to many more months ahead in relationship?
i am surely envious of people / friends who can have long lasting relationships with the other half.
i am moving closer and closer to this 'gantry' but it seems like it takes a much longer time to reach.
or am i thinking too much this time.
some sparks are needed!!
i am working on it. . .
alrights, enough of this crap! am meeting wp later but both of us have no idea where to go and have our dinner..
