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Saturday, March 20, 2010

its been a long time since i have actually updated my blog.
maybe cos i am real lazy to update it, else i think that nobody actually bothers to read my blog so why should i even bother to update it. ha!

well, i had a taste of how UOL exam is like. i must say, NOT nice!

just finished my prelims on 17th. main exam is in may.
i have less than 2 months to prepare though.
hmm, lucky i went for the prelims and it got me started on revising my units.
3 hours paper may seem like the time given was too much? i
ts actually not when you knew your stuffs pretty well cos you knew that there were things for you to pen them down on the answer booklets.

one funny thing happened on my pbf paper.
i was so sotong that i handed in my question paper instead of the answer booklet to the invigilator but in the end i managed to give the answer booklet.
real joke isn't it?!
edmund and jeekeng saw. they both laughed quite badly.
so silly of me right? blur to the max!

all this while, i have been partying whenever possible.

been too foolish to think that i have the time in this world to do my revision.

soon, its time to buck up and mug for the main papers in may, else i would be real disappointed with myself!

where's the hardworking me, i often asked myself this question.
is it because i don't have the right company to study together?
i know uni life is kind of lonely and boring but having the appropriate company to mug and strive for good results is important as well.
maybe for me..

there are so much things i wanted to blog them down here. but can i? sighh.

ooh, i met up with jk and lp for lunch at circular road yesterday afternoon.
had the duck rice that i didn't have for a long time! (:
had fun talking with them. and.. lp is going to Europe! wow! envious of her..
for the evening, met wp at tanjong pagar!
because of the damn rain and my poor sense of direction, we had burger king for dinner.
then, i brought her to ouam. had cerious maple!
photos were already up on fb. heehee.
really ♥ her company! its been a long time since we had so much laughter! (:

ph later! YAY! get to party with my girlfriends againn. hope there's chance for veuve clicquot. ((((:

honestly speaking, there are so many temptations out there. i really need to be firm!
i know what i am doing but are they the correct decisions? i am someone who likes to surprise and be surprised at times but why the surprises i receive aren't from the person i want them to be from?
maybe if i really did happen to appear earlier, things might be really different now. i know i haven't been my usual self lately, i am beginning to doubt myself.
i agree with what u.l. have told me, life has a funny way of screwing you.
i thought i could handle the different mix of emotions but i think time has proven me wrong.
as time goes by, the more i cant be sure of what i really want.
if one day should i accidentally spill the beans out, will you be able to take it maturely?

i spoke at : 6:04 PM