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// xueli*shirley
// 16091988
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// SIM-UOL Accounting & Finance
Whispers.



Memories.

November 2005
December 2005
April 2006
June 2006
July 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
February 2007
July 2007
August 2007
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
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November 2008
December 2008
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
March 2010
April 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
May 2011
June 2011


DARlinks.

benjamin
chin chin
felicia
grace
huida
huisan
james
jason
jiamin
joycelyn
kelvin
melissa
munying
shermian
shiying
shuting
siowqin
tingting
weiping
wilson
xiangming
yanmei


Credits.

x o x o x o
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
birthday resolution

hmm.. birthday in one more week~

--- birthday resolution ---

1. change my attitude

after several talks with him, i realised how badly i have treated him.
i realised i was the one who is being unreasonable, immature.
he was nice enough to tolerate my attitude.
i need to change before it is too late.
now that, i am going to be 20 in one week, i have to be more matured.
stereotyping is bad.
showing unnecessary attitude at the wrong time is bad.
maybe i got too pampered by him and i am taking him for granted.. that is bad!
so.. it is time for me to change.. for the better! :)

i just dont want to lose him. he is someone special in my life now.. so i got to change myself.

2. save money

i need to save more money..
have to think for the future.

to me, saving money is the hardest. but i will try.

3. work hard

the days ahead are getting harder..
cos there is more work to do.
i have to work hard cos i am still on probation till oct 23rd.
there are really alot of things to learn in the department..
xueli, jiayou ba! :))

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sidetrack from my birthday resolution.
i really feel that i am not worthy for him at times, seriously.
it is like... from our talks, he made me realised how farked up i am.
maybe i was the one who is at fault to cause my previous relationship to be a failure.
failed to be in my loved one's shoes to see his point of view.
i was told that i am unreasonable and ridiculous in my previous relationship.
havent i learnt from that?
why am i still behaving in this way?
why at times i still do things that i know i shouldnt be doing?
it is because i am so farked up in my attitude, thats why he is fed up.
though both of us have flaws, he is much more matured, thoughtful, caring...
if he can be so tolerant towards me, why cant i do the same?
if i continue to behave this way... it will be harmful to both of us.

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though my birthday is coming, at first i am not really looking forward.
dont know why.
well, sugarcane is planning! whee~
so i am looking forward to this coming friday! :D








i spoke at : 10:21 PM