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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

bugis

was out with melissa and ann soon at haji lane earlier on in the day.

met melissa first. travelled down to bugis together and met ann soon.

they had ya kun while i just drank my cup of ice teh-o. hee.

then we headed over to haji lane..

decent little concept shops here and there.

unique clothes designed by local designers,

blogshops clothes,

specially designed heels and pumps,

limited accessory pieces,

and etcsss.

a little pricey for some of the items sold over there but i guessed thats the price you pay for uniqueness?

as we walked, all of us felt thirsty but i felt hungry!

so in the end we had fish soup.

heh. but the normal fish slice was sold out and i had the fried fish slices.

filled our stomachs,

quenched our thirst,

snapped some photos and back to the shops again to make our purchases!

glad that melissa bought the top she really liked and the black coloured shorts. ((((:

i bought myself a dress.

and we were all finding the accessory shop high and low.

at last, we managed to find it!

mel bought a ring and i bought a ring and necklace.

am i greedy? i supposed so. hahahaha.

then, mel needed to go over to iluma to collect her card and with time to spare, me and ann soon followed.

before i met wp, i still have time so we ended up hanging around parco bugis junction.

went epicentre and saw dennis and kim!

we chatted, laughed and made fun of dennis! OOPS.

it was nice talking with them!

i suppose our presence helped to kill some of their time away from work.

FINALLY wp came!

had duck rice with her. woots. i was pretty hungry by then!

walked around the mall againn.

saw some clothes that i wanted to get but i need to wait for my income to come in first!

cant wait for july to come!! haaa.

then i can spend without so much worrying. but still, need to exercise some SELF-CONTROL!!

monday bluess. i am having it even though i am not working.

why am i so troubled recently..

am i suppose to keep 'monitoring' the situation?

shrugsssss.

i better dont think too much!

waste my brain cells..

time for bed. NIGHTS folkssss. (:

i spoke at : 1:21 AM

Monday, June 28, 2010

thoughtsss

seriously speaking, its my problem i guess. why am i still so unhappy or upset about this relationship?!

he is showing his care and concern,

showering me with love,

uber nice to me lately.

why am i still grumbling?

my expectations too much or too high?

i advised my friends not to expect too much but in the end i did opposite.

contradicting right? haaa.

i do still love him, no doubt.

just accumulating such thoughts like these wont help the relationship to progress

it will be unfair to him. agree?

sides from this, i am feeling the gap / distance. DO YOU feel it too?

its like nothing much we can talk about?

does she know that we are having this problem?

i don't want to do much also.

just SIAN-edd.

how how. tell me what to do.

save or put aside for the momentt.

CLUELESS. thats the answer i guess for now.

whatcha say. maybe we should have a talk.

be it him or her.

well, i am going back to a workaholic xueli soon.

hope i can attend meet ups or gatherings when time to come. (:

so far, thats what i wanna say.

will update whenever possible.

i spoke at : 1:31 AM

recent whereabouts

oops. nua-ed the whole day at home on sunday. haaa. LAZY!

had dinner with madam koh.

went to powerhouse on saturday night.

wp, yun, daph, qb and me went to ph first.

damn korea. sighh..

then kenneth came! birthday boy! haa.

next cheryl and alvin, final person who came is fulin!

we danced, camwhored, drank.

in short, a FUN night! :D

earlier on, was at joycelyn's 252 months tea party at hort park leaf room.

food served was yummy!

ambience of the place was fantastic!

cupcakes were GOOD! (: THANKS to joycelyn!

nice catch ups with those who were present at the tea party. (:

went to bishan, sin ming avenue and had prawning with yl, as, val and mel on tuesday evening.

photos up on facebook already!

haaa. FIRST time mann. 8 prawns! NOT BAD actually. :))))

was pretty tired after everything.

long journey back to our homes in the west with mel.

okay, went down to UOB plaza on monday.

had a short interview. nothing much really.

just face showing and application form writing thats all.

had lunch with lp. heh.

catch up with her a bit on bns.

had interview at menlo worldwide services.

considered a done deal.

starting work on 5th july supposedly but was asked to start on 1st instead.

workplace quite near my place.

like wp has said, it will save me quite a lot on transportation.

the building is in between chevrons and tradehub.

met sugarcane on wednesday at town!

heehee. shopping day with him. my goodness. him going shopping with me!!!

he spent 1.5 hours walking around with me in takashimaya and wisma in search of a decent pair of jeans.

in the end found it at GAP.

and he bought me tshirt, dress and a skirt from bershka. :D

had kurobuta set meals from tonkichi. YUM YUM. (:

well, it was actually a happy day but in the end we had a little unhappiness due to my grumpiness.

i niam-ed him too much, made him fed up.

but it was all okay at the end! phewww.

a memorable day to be remembered, really..

THANKS sugarcane!

XOXOXO. (:

eventful week? time really flies.

one week past just like that!

oh by the way, no more ben 10! YAY. hahaha.

terrible repeatsss of the show can kill. LOL.

met wonderful and nice people while working with ANZ for the roadshow at united square and PC show. (((:

will be meeting mel and as for hajilane and wp for dinner laterrr.

NIGHTS folkkks.

i spoke at : 1:18 AM

Friday, June 25, 2010

baby

Ohh wooaah (3x)
You know you love me,I know you care
You shout whenever, And I'll be there
You want my love, You want my heart
And we will never ever ever be apart

Are we an item? Girl quit playing
Were just friends, Or are we saying
So theres another one, Looks right in my eyes

My first love broke my heart for the first time,
And I was like
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine mine

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine, oh oh

For you, I would have done whatever
Another chance and we, We get together
And wanna play it cool, About loosin' you
I'll buy you anything, I'll buy you any ring
And i'm in piece , baby fix me
And you'll shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream
Im going down, down, dooown
And just can't believe my first love won't be around

Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine

When i was 13 i had my first love
Here was nobody to compare my baby
And nobody came between us or could ever come above
She had me goin crazy
Oh i was starstruck.
She woke me up daily dont need no starbucks
She made my heart pound
Asking for a beat when i see her in the street
And in the school on the playground
But i really wanna see her on the weekends
She knows she got me dazy
Cause she was so amazing and now my heart is breaking
But i just keep on sayin
Baby, baby, baby nooo
My baby, baby, baby noo
My baby, baby, baby nooo
I thought youd always be mine x2

Now Im all gone

i spoke at : 2:34 PM

Thursday, June 17, 2010

rawr.. been working for the past 4 days.

actually not really working. was nua-ing in the office.

paid for doing nothing except yesterday.

i went down to ntuc building where microsoft office is located at.

wow! i am so damn impressed with their huge pantry!

MNC is indeed a MNC. their pantry must be bigger than others. ha.

i was eyeing their drinks in the fridge. so nicely packed and there's a vast variety!!

was doing packing and labelling on behalf of microsoft.

hope tml will be a busy day! heh. at least time can pass by faster.

ooh, on wednesday, orchard was flooded. omggg. like so weird la.

i thought it was a joke when wp told me cos i wanted to head down with sugarcane to do some shoes shopping.

in the end it was for real and the plan to shop at town was cancelled.

so, we went to tamp 1 and tm in the end.

he bought me a pair of shoes for work this weekend.

he doesnt want me to feel the aches again. heehee!

as usual, had sushi tei for dinner.

standard japanese food outlet. boring ah, in a way. oopssss. haaa.

was pretty tired after all the walking with heels.

almost late for work yesterday morning! lucky colleague sent me to work so not so bad. hee.

ooh man, this weekend i am going to watch ben 10 again. zzz. omggg.

but its the last weekend! YAY.

alrighty, i am going to recharge for work later in about 8 hours' time.

night folksss.

i spoke at : 11:59 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2010

just met rachelle for lunch just now.

had wanton noodles from the usual place that i have not eaten for the longest time.

i miss teh tarik and i had ice teh gino just now with rachelle!

catch up with her for quite a bit. at least i know that she is still at the same workplace.

oops. i missed out ivan for this lunch cos i am scared that i might leave him out when us, the girls shared things about our other half.

recently been doing fine. still looking out for jobs though.

seen doctor for my cold sore.

its just herpes simplex, viral infection from the air.

can you imagine the air is so dirty nowadays?

ah anyway, i will be working tml for pc show under ANZ.

hopefully things will be manageable for all of us!

hmm, just wondering who actually do pop by my blog and read all that i have written over here.

i spoke at : 4:54 PM

Friday, June 04, 2010

jobs jobs jobs / whinings / doubts

it's so hard to find temporary or part time admin jobs!

been sending out resumes days after days.

no replies so far. so sad!

'desperately' need a job asap else i will be soon broke!

apart from all this job seeking / hunting, i sometimes wonder why would people change so much.

do people change for the sake of changing to adhere to the environment needs or they are own themselves and have hid their true colours back in the old days.

i also want to change, but can i?

i want to change my set of clothes in my wardrobe.

been wanting to change my style of dressing since god knows when but still to no avail.

it sucks whenever i think about it. sigh.

it is not easy, definitely.

i want to change to a better xueli.

yes yes, i dont want to make him angry / pissed / upset by the things that i have done.

i know i have been a BAD girl in club.

my sincere apologies.

oh, is the 2-years a gantry or stop to many more months ahead in relationship?

i am surely envious of people / friends who can have long lasting relationships with the other half.

i am moving closer and closer to this 'gantry' but it seems like it takes a much longer time to reach.

or am i thinking too much this time.

some sparks are needed!!

i am working on it. . .

alrights, enough of this crap!

am meeting wp later but both of us have no idea where to go and have our dinner..

shall update if there's chance. (:

i spoke at : 11:30 AM

Thursday, June 03, 2010

updates on yesterday and today

i wanted to blog yesterday but was too tired to do so.

had laksa as lunch with melissa at holland village.

as for post lunch dessert, we had cold rock.

choose it, mix it and smash it!

photos up on fb already.

went to ikea alexandra for the chicken wings and hotdogs!

the chicken wings were really HEAVENLY but sinful cos of all the oil and deep frying.

WHOOPS! (:

i didnt know until yesterday. so silly of me. hahaha.

at one go, i finished one hotdog but i craved for the second but i couldnt finish the bun!

so wasteful.. but what to do. heh.

then i headed over to his place.

saw the tired sugarcane lying on his bed comfortably.

he was really happy to see the tshirt i bought for him and the size fits. YAY!

guessed we must have missed each other quite a fair bit! (((((:

YES, i am hereby proud to say that I MISS YOU, SUGARCANE!

today afternoon, went over to melissa's place for a short while!

been quite long since i have visited her place.

we ate lunch together,

chatted,

registered for stand chart (trying out half marathon this year),

facebook-ed.

soon it was time for me to head home for dinner.

by the way, i hate lipsores!

i always have them! BOO.

i spoke at : 8:51 PM

Tuesday, June 01, 2010

post exams

omgg.. its been ages since i have really blogged.

YES! exams were done, like FINALLY, on 27th may.

went to orchard with sugarcane.. surprisingly.

well, he had an aim so he would definitely complete it no matter what.

bought a LV bag for his mom.

the bag needed a lot more care than mine! ha.

had sushi tei at paragon. lotsa people.

quality dropped somehow but still, his little sweet moments warmed my heart and ended my day! (:

headed to his place after dinner.

glad that his mom loves the bag. (: at least i knew that he was real happy to see his mom's reactions.

later that night, we went clarke quay.

as usual, rebel and lunar. martell, chivas, beer, jager bombs, kamikaze shots etcssss.

we were both really high at the end. nonetheless, we managed to reach home safely!

went to temple with my mom the next day.

real tired. didnt have enough rest. headache and all. what to do..

had supper later on with him, gab and cqr at katong village. old hongkong cafe.

yes, its been a long time since me and him had gone there for suppers.

the waitress still recognised us. ha!

comes saturday, 29th may, sundown marathon! race the night, beat the sunrise.

well, all i can say its that the event can never beat stand chart's planning and organisation though it was rather easier to run sundown's 10km than stand chart's.

maybe cos there wasnt ecp-rochor that up-slope. oops!

the shuttle bus service was bad, queue was super ultra long when me and mel reached pasir ris.

its like wth, those who werent suppose to be at the race site so early yet they came and wasted the opportunities for other runners who were supposedly need to reach the site earlier.

and so, after considerations, we took cab. god knows. that bloody driver didnt know how to go there.

so we asked the driver to follow the cab in front and guess what, both cabs were lost and stuck in traffic jams.

ding-dong here and there, re-routed and finally, the ultimate destination but we reached almost an hour later than the flagoff time!!

not only that, we paid extra extra cab fare. 36 bucks! LOL.

we ran, talked, laughed and took shuttle bus service back to pasir ris.

had mac for dinner or should i say supper. hah.

took cab back home again. this time worse. 45 bucks inclusive of mel's destination.

omggg. all in all, 80 over bucks on cab fare alone! alamak.

am wondering if there's another round of sundown for me next year. . .

hmm, rushed to clarke quay on the same night. yes, after sundown marathon.

my legs were aching and i was really tired but i did that out of love. ha!

sounds so disgusting right! nah, actually i wanted him to enjoy himself before he heads back to camp for ICT on monday, 31st may.

i am happy to see him happy at rebel! (: at least i didnt rush down for nothing..

went to his grandmother's place for lunch on sunday afternoon.

just beehoon and chrysanthemum tea. very nice. first time there!

had my mani and pedicure done later in the evening / night time.

met mel on monday afternoon.

lunch at ps kopitiam,

catched sex and the city 2 movie,

shopping around 313,

dinner at 313 yoshinoya,

had milkshakes at ouam new outlet,

then shopping again at cine.

eventful monday wasnt it? totally love your company, mel!! (:

more of these please. heehee. i want supper with ya if possible!

he seemed real busy on the first day back at his home camp.

countable messages and calls from him.

was quite worried though.

maybe it was the missing feeling. pardon me for being a little lovey-dovey here.

i mean i missed talking him freely. hes going to be back at camp for 2 weeks.

shows that i took his presence for granted. so wrong of me.. right?

hopefully i can get to see him for awhile laterrr.

planning to surprise him with the tshirt i bought! hee.

june came already! how fast time flies.

i dreaded this month to come actually.

memories after memories.. will i be able to keep my promise?

the answer to my question is that i definitely need to! NO buts.

else consequences will be disastrous!

well, i just need to look forward. . .

i spoke at : 12:04 AM