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Saturday, September 09, 2006

after aspiration camp =)

okays.. now its tym for me to update after aspiration camp (3 sept to 6 sept) b4 i m gg for another camp which is ICE camp. oh mans.. i jus realised i m super duper busy wit club stuff. -.- camps after camps but den i m not paid for dat. how sad. LOL. actually thru out the whole aspiration camp, i was like having amazing race (for those who und wadd i mean) lors. its practically running from places to places. damn tiredd. but i guess i m happy dat its now over le cos i hav done my part as a food ic. hees. i tink i learnt alot thru the camp. cos its like i nd to learn how to cook milo, buy food items and etc. so.. its not easy laa. =) however, i missed out the games played during aspiration camp. no chance to see how dey play and stuff. its a pity.. but nvm la. hee. aniiwaes.. its considered a success so.. congrats to everyone involved in dis camp and all of us hav done a great job kae!! =DD definitely, all of us hav learnt sth after dis camp ya?

as for 7 sept.. i went sch for ICE camp briefing. oh wells.. the helpers involved r fun pple to be with.. i guess. the funny thing is dat dey keep making fun of the indian accent where our gp ic is an indian la. hahaha. hmm.. hope everything will go well in ICE camp. =D den for 8 sept lehs. intended to go sentosa for suntanning which i wanted it for so long but somehow the morning weather wasnt dat nice so i decided to cancel it and instead go sch wit ah lam. =x den went club to settle money matters and yay! i no nd to keep those sch money wit me le.. LOL. in another few hours time, its the prep camp for ICE le. so fast!! -.- gladly.. my tuition kid's mum let me off for dis mth. if not, i think i will super tired liao. thanks!! =D

hmm.. i'm turning 18 soon. hehz. finally! hahas. i tink time jus flies so fast until sch is going to start soon. damn sian la. i haven enjoy muchies tho. oops. but b4 sch reopen, i'm getting my results on 13 sept. zzz. actually i tink my end aug and sept calendar go like dis. 24th aug last paper. 25th buy pressies for the 4 pple. 26th swami home event. 27th LTC prep camp. 28th to 31st LTC actual camp. 2nd sept prep prep aspiration camp. 3rd sept prep aspiration camp. 4th to 6th actual aspiration camp. 9th and 10th sept prep ICE camp. 11th to 14th actual ICE camp. 15th out to celebrate my bd. 16th my berthdae. 17th mtg melissa. 18th ah lams event mtg. 19th to 21st club chalet. 23rd huisan event. is it packed? i'm sry if i cant go out wit u guys often. for dis, i will nd to apologise to pple like melissa, tingting, mayfong, big tortoise and whoeva wana go out wit me. i'm really sry.

hmm..seriously i duno wad will happen on the eve of my berthdae.i noe u r tired of trying ur best as i can sense the difference from last time and now.i noe u r concerned with my life and stuff but den i cant assure u dat i will give u the response u wanted from me.if i broke ur hrt in the end, here i m to say sry in advance le.i'm still trying and now its getting nearer and nearer to my bd le but somehow i jus cant seem to get back the feeling i had for u..mayb perhaps everything is started bcos of me and i landed u in such a trouble.i sincerely apologise to u.dat time mayb i started the whole damn thing on impulse ba.i jus duno why i cant like u as b4.is not bcos u r not nice and stuff.u r definitely nice but i jus duno why.its my fault..after blogging dis, i duno wad will happen lo.mayb u will avoid me or mayb u will jus ignore me foreva?i duno..seriously i dun wan to lose a fren jus lidat.cos in any case, frenships r more impt to me ba.i blif wp jie did told u dat everything starts from frens?i sometimes duno why u r like rushing me lidat lo.hmm..after 15th, its up to u to decide wad to do le.i noe u r tired..really tired.i m sry.i noe definitely some pple will think dat i m bad.i m the bad one to hold u back in everything.its ok if dat happens..cos i m really the bad one.sry..mayb dat time when i hav feelings for u, it wasnt a strong one so end up i cant get it back now le.i duno la.mayb..but i noe in between der r others involved..i m sry.its time for me to say such things cos i tink i hafta make decision somehow le.cos i dun wan to hold u back too much.if u wan to persist on or give up, i will give my support.jus tell me can le..dats how i feel.certainly..at times u will feel dat u r putting more effort and whereas i dont,rite?i noe hows the feeling like cos i hav been thru.i'm really busy dis time cos i even hav conflict wit big tortoise as she feels dat i hav neglected and bla bla la.ya..and i blif u noe dat sometimes love cant be forced.i hope u noe..i will still try to 15th sept.lets see how things go ba.i'm sry.................

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